I guess I have to ask myself.

Will I regret this if I give up now?

This isn’t exactly what I want. But if I were to … (mind stop. right there.)

These were the only psychology courses I noted for this summer. I’ve completed applications for none of them. Am I really so undisciplined, so inadequate..?

I guess the most “important” things I care about is submitting applications for HKU summer programs, and getting accepted there, because that’s where I “aspire” to go. But in this state, it’s questioning everything. I feel like I’m just putting up the hugest act, most of all, to myself. Faking, pretending this is what I want when I really know nothing. Nothing at all.