So, I’ve been thinking of December.
Since it’s a new month, the last month of grand (or not so grand, like mine?) 2011, I thought I should try to make a new goal or resolution, and stick to it. I suppose this will reflect upon my thoughts and how my day has been.
Today’s thought… "Silence… isn’t always golden. When it matters and makes a difference. Speak Up."
I dunno, didn’t really quite have a nagging thought in my mind that wanted to be released, so the word “silence” popped into my head. (I’ll look more into that of Psychology to see what that means… we learned this sort of thing last unit, hm.)
Silence. It’s not always okay to stay quiet, even thought it may seem difficult to speak up, too. Sometimes, you can’t but help being silent, and although you may want to say something, you feel frozen, and the thought sticks like ice to your tongue. It doesn’t seem to get to your muscles, to enact what you essentially find yourself increasingly needing to do… And how do you get there?
Is it fear? Is it worry? Is it something else? If you have a logical reason, or at least, somehow rational, what else can you say? If you don’t… then, why? Why are you so hesitant, why is that you must stay silent? You know you need to… and you know it might be “for the best”, and may help things. You don’t want to stall or waste precious time, when it may be of the essence and things may change, dramatically, because of a simple thing… Or maybe, you just want to get it over with.
So why not now?
Speak up. Don’t stay silent.
I think I understand why this word came to my head
(Ohyeah, part of my resolution (I’ll finalize it as I go along?) is that I’m supposed to do this all in ten minutes. Okay, cool.)
Hello, December. (This will be my farewell.)